I am so tired of being a prisoner. I have served a sentence of being a wife to a monster for over 20 years and I have to continue to serve for at least another 5. But I am tired. And I don’t want to be in prison anymore. I just want to be at peace. I sit here and think how one small mistake in our youth, made out of innocence, out of ignorance, out of naïveté, can cost us freedom, health , joy. I am deprived of love. I suffer from touch deprivation. I am mentally spent and emotionally constipated. But there is no end to the loneliness, darkness, suffering. How are these walking demons able to escape karma?! I have sold my soul to the devil, but I want it back
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